I hope one day I understand, I hope one day I can live without you, live without missing you every day, live without walking down the street and seeing your face everywhere, lying in bed and not smelling you anymore. I know the relationship wore out and that we think differently in some situations, but your love ended and you decided to move on. I confess that I still can’t understand how you don’t feel that love for me anymore, because I still feel the same love for you. At the age of 24 and after 5 years together, with a great story to tell, you decide that it is time to interrupt everything we dreamed of for each to go their own way, without the company of the other. You were my number 1, you were my best friend, my companion and my safe haven. Five years I lived with you, I may not have been the most understanding, the most considerate, or the one who forgot our fights in a few minutes but, I loved you, I loved you like I never loved anyone, you were the first person in mine life, the first man, you were the first in everything. There were then years of dreams together, projects created, some executed and completed, trips, thoughts about children, future together and then what was a dream of one or the other became both of them. A year later, we decided to live together, I remember packing my bag at my mother’s house, the butterflies in my stomach, but the heat that burned my heart saying that yes, it was the right thing to do. Those were the best days of my life, kisses, laughter, strong hugs, warm moments, kisses on the forehead, a beautiful smile whenever we were together and “forever” was inevitable. I said yes, with all my heart, this was my biggest dream until then, it was fulfilled, I felt the love I always dreamed of, which for years I cultivated here on this site, in my mind and in my heart. Our first trip, a weekend in a beautiful inn facing the sea, day trails for hours and a big mountain climbed to the top where by surprise, without even me suspecting, he takes out of his backpack a beautiful black box, kneels down and shows the two engagement rings he bought with so much affection to ask for my hand up there on that peak, on a beautiful rock and with an icy wind. Months later came the “I love you” from him, I reciprocated. Yes, it was him, we went out, we went out to dinner, he would pick me up on a motorcycle when we didn’t leave at the same time as the company, I would sleep hidden at his house, sneak out the next day, and that was our days, pictures of kisses and grimaces are still in my gallery. It all started, we really got to know each other, the two of us at 19, I was scared, but at the same time with a lot of butterflies in my stomach that I had found what I asked for years for you. Until, due to an occurrence at work, I receive a message on my cell phone about “how was my day”. He was so different, more physically handsome, taller and seemed very confident in himself.
We were friends on Facebook, he wished me a happy birthday as a colleague. It wasn’t just another one, it was someone I already “knew” from afar, in elementary school days, we studied in the same little school in the neighborhood but we never had anything beyond the visual. And that’s when 5 years ago, at the age of 19, a new employee joins the company I worked for. As I grew up and became a young adult, I asked God to help me find the right person I could trust and share my life with.
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Well I barely know how to start this letter but in my teens I created this Tumblr as a dream I always had to find the right person in my life, all the images I post here were always dreamed by me of living a love as here I show.